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Aug 30 2005

我的心很苦 (feeling bitter - CH)

Published by suzette at 6:47 pm under All, Ian

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我其实一点也不想到处飞. 每次将要离开时, 我的心就非常苦.
弈恒本来就于我不亲. 我一离开, 就要很费劲的修补我们之间的关系.

自他出世以来, 他就比较倾向我丈夫, 婆婆, 及小姑. 就算两个星期没见, 他也不会对他们陌生. 见到面, 也一样那么兴奋.

可是对我, 他可没那么好了. 平时在家, 他不会在我身边. 他总爱在他们身边转, 或要他们抱抱/亲亲. 如果我要他靠过来或亲亲我, 除非我假装哭泣, 他决不会主动的那么做.

他们如果抱其他孩子, 弈恒肯定回大哭. 如果换着是我, 他可一点反应都没有.

在国外, 拨个电话回家给他, 不肯听. 如果强迫他, 他可不妥协, 会尖叫和哭泣.
但是, 别人, 就算不熟悉的人, 他可会抱着话筒, 听得津津有味, 还抱着亲吻.
叫我这作为母亲的如何感受呢?

我还以为喝母乳的孩子会比较亲妈妈. 我实在不敢想象, 如果我没授乳孩子对我又如何呢?

Suzette

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    • 4 Responses to “我的心很苦 (feeling bitter - CH)”

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      # Twinsmom 土阿妈on 01 Sep 2005 at 3:35 pm

      :(… but from what I seen on the blogger meet, Ian very fun with you wor.

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      # suzetteon 01 Sep 2005 at 4:14 pm

      Yup, I guess that’s because I was the only familiar face around. But when you see him getting familiar with you people, he starts to ‘walk’ away from me, right?

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      # Jasonon 01 Sep 2005 at 6:42 pm

      LOL at “he starts to ‘walk’ away from me, right?”

      Yaloh, he actually climbed onto my friends that side. -lol-

      *hugs hugs*

    4. MyAvatars 0.2
      # suzetteon 02 Sep 2005 at 1:54 pm

      Jason: remember I had hard time asking him to return to my side? ;) Sigh!

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